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Tuesday, September 9, 2014

MAYBE

I read about all of these other foster parents who have found this Zen attitude that allows them to love and respect the bio parents.

I haven't found that yet.

Maybe it is me.

 Maybe it is this specific case.

 Maybe it is because they allowed their dog to die of heat exhaustion(if you are thinking right now "if they can't keep a dog alive how could they take care of a child" you are where I have been for two weeks).

Maybe it is because they have nothing but resentment for me when I AM FREAKING TAKING BETTER CARE OF THEIR CHILD THAN THEY EVER DID.

Maybe it is because I suck as a person.

Maybe it is because deep down I believe that they will get to see Snow White grow up.... and I hate that I won't.

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